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Hi Timmy

I’m not going to tell you about my past because I’m embarrassed to do so. Maybe I’ll gather up some courage someday and fill you in.

But as of now, I would like to tell you about what is happening tomorrow. So I have 2 tests tomorrow, Chemistry and Global. I’m pretty scared about those. And I have a Trig test on wedsnesday. THAT, I’m really scared about. And an English thematic analysis due on wedsnesday as well. Tomorrow’s highlight of the day, as I predict may have to be Stoked. I think we’re building the skateboards tomorrow. I’m pretty pumped about that. :) Okay, so before.. I was on my friends tumblr reading her posts because I just love to read tumblr blogs and I came across one post that may of revealed her new crush. And when it mentioned the “height difference” my heart raced. I think I have a feeling we both are falling for the same guy. Well, I don’t think I’m forreal yet. But he’s really cute and has such a nice smile. He meets my standards. I haven’t stepped into his close friends zone yet, but I’m trying. 

Ugh, I’m such a loser. I keep having this feeling that I’ll make the first move. But after a circle of thoughts, I decide not to because I’ll seem too desperate. I’ll seem like I wanna hit on him and bag him and what not. I hate that. I hate when I’m getting close to a guy friend and people start teasing us. I absolutely hate that so much. I know I have done wrong myself in the past by teasing others as well, but I’m going to change. I’m not going to tease anyone. Let them be. Let us be.

Tootles Timmy